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by Kees Peerdeman

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CxTxHx 💔💘Excruciatingly beautiful, poetic melancholy 💘💔 Favorite track: traces.
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1.
traces 05:24
2.
confetti 04:31
cut me out of paper marbled with your blood I’ll assume position I’ll do anything you want your apathy carefully unraveled every part of me I let you lick the creases slowly wet me with your tongue until im soft enough a paper knife to blunt to cut a way for every promise that you made tear off a piece of me and blow them all away blow me away let's celebrate praise the delirious voice of decay drag a hole slow almost forever heave and moan slow almost forever
3.
(sea) 04:42
there never was a sea only its motions rising and falling under the influence of something some place hard to reach a fever dream that used to be now there's only salty weight of all the water washed away I met you in a mess in a beautiful debris we played our funny games and you beat me as animals left town to breed in my ugly words you’re nothing clean a fantasy hold your breath now I’ll take my hands off you dwell around in a vessel of bones and skin on the shoreline I’ll be waiting in the sand while you drool out the murmur only dreamers understand in a sea made up out of borrowed words I’ve never seen your eyes your voice I’ve never heard (behind the mouldy windowpanes on tiny furniture it waits it’s just a feeling it’s just another feeling it’s just this terrible idea I see with hollow eyes once time was something of the mind but now forever is a place)
4.
fracture 03:40
puncture bone through sharp shards of bone through soft slimy doesn't matter a mangled sloppy brush stroke soft slimy doesn't matter soaked up always and forever lost unified broken always and forever lost puncture bones through dark sharp shards of bone through sharp soft slimy doesn't matter dreams leaking from the hole in your head nobody understands life leaking from the hole in your head there you go there you go there you go soaked up always and forever lost unified broken always and forever lost
5.
smotherbox 05:30
these days I only dream one thing please bathe me in the colour pink your intestines smell so sweet unprotected and unclean pour your sugar on my face and compliment my bitter taste eat through the flowers and the fat oh swallow me whole push me into you don’t force me out I’ll reposition (position, possession) don’t force me out if I’m sickly sweet please don’t throw up replace this world with my favourite color if I’m sickly sweet please don’t throw up no hold me in with all you’ve got that’s me that’s you in time we won’t remember that’s me that’s you in time we’ll be together

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released June 24, 2016

This is a DIY album, recorded at home by me. I did my best to make it sound nice, while trying not to get lost in the process of eternal mixing. Thanks for taking the time to listen, that means a lot to me.

Tapes and shirts available through: lvrtrn.nl

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Kees Peerdeman The Netherlands

NO LONGER ACTIVE

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other projects:

- KPAV
- CRYPTAE
- HEAVY NATURAL

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